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Relapse Love
eat to live Don't live to eat
Created on 2005-11-13 17:51:15 (#8788217), last updated 2006-04-04
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| Name: | relapse_love |
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| Location: | United States |
Please let me explain something:
I realize a lot of you out there think it's wonderful to lose weight, drop a few pounds for prom, or fit into your "skinny" jeans. But that's not what this journal is about. I use starvation as a coping mechanism for my fucked up life. That's how I deal with shit. I don't care if you think it's bad, I don't care what you consider unhealthy. I know I'm destroying myself, I know that I have permenant kidney and digestive damage. You aren't going to "save me" so please don't bother giving me your opinion. This is the best I can do with myself right now. And since I am in the middle of a relapse, I would like to stay that way.

![[perfection]](http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v424/neopetscreens/bb_promo1.jpg)
![[PERFECTION]](http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v736/dumstix/starvingperfection.jpg)
Avril Lavigne is complicated love

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fire_gurl

empty_us
I realize a lot of you out there think it's wonderful to lose weight, drop a few pounds for prom, or fit into your "skinny" jeans. But that's not what this journal is about. I use starvation as a coping mechanism for my fucked up life. That's how I deal with shit. I don't care if you think it's bad, I don't care what you consider unhealthy. I know I'm destroying myself, I know that I have permenant kidney and digestive damage. You aren't going to "save me" so please don't bother giving me your opinion. This is the best I can do with myself right now. And since I am in the middle of a relapse, I would like to stay that way.
![[perfection]](http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v424/neopetscreens/bb_promo1.jpg)
![[PERFECTION]](http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v736/dumstix/starvingperfection.jpg)
Avril Lavigne is complicated love

credit for this one goes to

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